


I know my last blog post was over a year ago, and I apologize for the long layoff . However, 2010 was, by most counts, forgettable. I survived what I have come to call “the tri-fecta of s---” in 2010. The economy impacted me as it did many others, and I wound up taking work that I otherwise wouldn’t have considered. However, with 3 small children to support, you do what you have to do sometimes. As well, I became a single dad in 2010. Additionally, my elderly parents had begun to falter physically. So this is why I say the “tri-fecta of s---”. As you can probably imagine, the combination of these 3 things along with a sponsor deal that went very sideways pretty well sucked the life out of me this past year. However, aside from my parents’ health, the other issues of 2010 are, or have been, dealt with. So, I roll out of 2010 and into 2011 with a renewed energy and sense of optimism for the future. Optimism of new friends, new relationships, new opportunities, and new possibilities!
This is quite an about-face from just a few months ago when I had all but decided to hang up my driving gloves. However, it was the words of a few of my friends that stuck in my head as I was getting through the holidays which made me first reconsider and then recommit to driving again. At the end of October, I went to my old race track, the Autobahn Country Club in Joliet, Illinois where I was the assistant track manager for 3 years until the spring of ‘09. It was the last event, last day of the Autobahn season and there were many people I wanted to talk to and see. Most all of them are members, but I consider them friends. The long and short of that day was that although I went to the track purely for business purposes, An employee who used to have to report to me and has been around motorsports seemingly forever and has seen pretty much everything and everyone over the years, waved me over to where he was, and leaned in to tell me how much he truly missed watching me drive. That simple compliment stuck in my head. It meant so much to me to know that I had affected even one person, let alone possibly others with my driving in that way. That one interaction was the lifeline I needed. Subsequent to that I had mentioned to a couple of my other friends who know me and my racing, that I was considering quitting driving altogether. One had responded by saying that she was very disheartened to hear that because she also enjoyed watching me drive and that she saw such joy in my driving. A fellow driver friend said that he couldn’t imagine me doing anything else. I think his exact words were “I’ve seen you drive, you’ve got it!”. He even thought that I could be one of the top road racers in the country in the next 5 years.
So, all this continued to “marinate” in my head, and the more I thought about those comments, the more I realized that I wasn’t done. I still had more in me to give and to do with regards to racing, and specifically, my driving. I feel like I’m not done yet! In fact, I have much to do! This, along with some positive new friendships and relationships spurred a renewed energy and inspired me to get back after it again. It's amazing what a small taste of success and some encouragement from those close to you can do for your spirits and drive! So, to an extent, I’ve gone through a rebirth, a renewal in my life these past several months. Not entirely unlike that mythical creature the Phoenix. I have to say, one of the best lessons I’ve learned over the past year or so, is the value of good friends and the people around you. Thank you to those who have offered that heartfelt encouragement. You know who you are, and I will never forget.
So, let's fast forward to today. Now, I have some very positive, motivated , supportive people around me in all aspects of my life, and I’ve decided to pursue what has been known as the Patron Porsche GT3 series. Since I pretty much made the decision late, we are going to focus on the GT3 series round at Road America August 18-19, and make that happen, and we'll see where it goes from there. Some other sports car possibilities have surfaced, which we are looking at. I still have options in the Indy Lights series which, as you know, has been my focus for the better part of the past couple of years. However, Indy Lights is not my primary focus. If we can still do something in Lights, that would be great, but my focus has shifted to sports cars, and the GT3 series is the first step in that direction. As well, I look to get back to doing much more driver coaching and instruction. So, as you can probably tell, I've been to the brink, and now I'm back! And I’m coming back bigger and better than before, and with a vengeance!












